His Stash

I've been keeping this for quite sometime already. Until I found out about this site. My BF and I have been together almost 3 years. We have been through a lot. He even popped out the question last month and we are planning for our big day next year. Yes, we slept together. I would say we had a great bedroom moment but I just don't understand why he still buy porn movies?!

When I confronted him he said we have no problem. But if there is no problem, if he was satisfied why he need those porns??

What To Catch Up?

While talking with my BF, he mentioned that he ran into his ex. The latest ex. Then he told me they went for lunch to catch up.  I know he is not cheating on me but I am still jealous. Because his ex is slimmer and prettier than I am. The thing is why need to catch up? She dumped him for her ex! Sometimes I just hate my BF for being so nice!

Time to grow up!

To you, whom I call my love.

There is a limit to how much I can tolerate your shit. I love you, but I love myself more. So clean up your act,suck it up, and grow up.

or I'll walk away.

Angel Story

Previously, I was in love with a guy I met through a friend. Well, at first we were just a normal friend. I knew very well since the beginning that he is in a relationship. But things weren't so great between them. He will call me every night either for a normal chit chat or to share his feelings. Eventually, I started to like him. He did too, according to him. We even went out few times, just the two of us. I really thought we had something going on so I asked him to break up with his GF. He say he will but before he make any decision he will confront his GF. If she is willing to change then they will stay together and I will always be his good friend.

Unfortunately I don't like the way he think. I gave him countless reasons to break up but he stayed firm with his " wait and see" decision. I got so angry. On the same week my house-mate got a new BF. She keep on telling everyone on how great her new BF is. Jokingly I asked her to introduce any of her BF's friend to me. But my friend took it seriously. So she set a double date for us few days later. Lets call the friend B. B was really serious about the double date. He wanted to know me more. We went out for few weeks. I don't really like B. He was very quiet, or maybe because I like the other guy. Few weeks later still no decision from him, when B asked me to be his GF, I agreed. All I wanted to do is to get back on the other guy. I know I'm very selfish but at that point everything else doesn't matter.

It had been 2 years plus now. And I still think my decision on getting back on the other guy was the best decision I've ever made. It turns out that B is a very sweet man :) And I fall in love with him on the second month we were together. As for the other guy, he got heart broken. He broke up with his GF few months after that and found a new GF. And I will be attending his wedding end of this year.

I guess angels do exist =)

My Dirty Little Secret

Well this is a sharing space, and the best key is to do it anonymously. That's the point right:)? I like it the fact that everybody is trying to make that little blog space so that everybody can come share their stories or secrets, be it to b!tch about someone with their shopping online experience, or some other mis-perhaps. There's this song by American Rejects called "Dirty Little Secret" has that little meaning of writing all the secrets on a note-card and revealing it in the video..So I'm gonna do it in text..

My Dirty Little Secret is.... well it's nothing dirty actually:). Guess it's the little secret in everyone's heart that is forbidden to be revealed, hence, "the dirty little thing".

I don't know why but I've written about this story before. So probably I'll share it here again. Ehmm..alright first and foremost, I hate to tell this, but I do stereotype guys these days. No offense to the male species all over the world. I think basically "human" these days put on a 2-faced mask, it's worse when it comes to game called "L-O-V-E".

Not for the fainted heart, ey:)?

There's a quote, "how many of us actually get to marry the one?? Marriage is not entirely about love, but to compromise, tolerate and understand". Yes yes I do agree, but some where deep within me I actually intend to find and to marry the ONE, who doesn't??!

Alright enough of the bull, my love life has been a bummer ever since I can remember.

I think everybody has that little secret from within, maybe pretty girls get to hurt so much that they refused to talk about it, or they're just so immune to the pain that they have forgotten how to love? Pretty girls = more attraction = more perverts/jerks/sex maniacs = more risk (when you're trying to find a compatible person to date with).

So in the end, if you're not careful enough in finding the right person, you may ended up doing things that can scar you for life.

Guys these days there are a lot of players, they used all kinds of tactics to shower their love, their care, their affection, played hard to get and turned their cold shoulders on u, and boom, before you know it their very sole intentions are actually after your physical body when you're not even aware of it, NO:)?

Guess not much good men are left, or what is exactly wrong with the society? I'm not against sex really, but the theory behind the whole philosophy of human mankind against the definition of (s-e-x) is just so wrong.

Ever wondered why pretty girls are so materialistic that some actually preferred to hang around "fat and rich men"? Or ever wondered why pretty girls ended up with a "nerdy ugly jerk"..Hahah, that's cuz they know they can nvr find good man with good looks that actually comes with a good personality.

I've been scarred by players, maniacs, jerks, and my very own homosexual best friend. I'm beginning to find it hard to know what is the exact meaning behind real love because I just can't feel it anymore. There's no trust and I'm always so full of insecurity. For now, I have a very loving bf, but at times I really wonder if he's really the one, because I'm just so afraid. So that's my dirty little story. It's true though but I could keep on rambling forever with this because I know i'm not the only one experiencing the same problem.

Since it's getting lengthy here, I guess I should stop:).

To all the girls out there that have been scarred by men, be brave and be tough. Time will show, tell, and heal:).

Why Baby Why?

3 days ago I tried on three different outfits and asked my boyfriend which one he liked best. He said he like all of them. And when I asked him " Baby do I look pretty?" He will say " It's okay."

For the past few years we have been dating he always give the same damn answer! Sometime I really get annoyed!

It's nice that he didn't criticized me, but he didn't give me any help. If he is my boyFRIEND I need him to fulfill some of the 'friend' part of that word. I want him to be honest and get honest opinion. I rather he laugh at me at home then let everyone see me looking ugly outside the house!

Then he will reply the same old answer " Ok is the safest answer ma"

Girls, tell me should I kick him in the nuts???

Pretty Funny

It is pretty funny to me that girls (especially my lovely GF) splurge on shoes, handbags, make ups, clothing, nail polish, hair, ETC..ETC.. But when I went home one day with new plasma TV and PS3 after getting my yearly bonus! She said " You could have saved the money for us to go holiday this year!!" and continue to nag me for HOURS until I buy her a new branded bag. Seriously, is this women tactic to get gifts or what??

And to make it funnier, she is now addicted to the PS3 and now I have to buy games that are meant for 2 players instead of just one because if not I think she will make me buy branded shoes this time.

WOMEN.....

I Don't

My boyfriend help picked up my little cousins and dropped them off at my house. I was still inside and he simply told them to get down from the car and when he reversed, he almost ran over my 3 year old cousin. Good thing I came out just in time to stop him. Of course my first reaction would be angry, because how could he be so careless? He could have dropped them and made sure they went inside the house. He had my house keys!

When I scolded him, he said he knows that the toddler was behind the car and he didn't.....

Anonymous says: Dear you missed something on the last part.. and the title as well?

The Obvious

I know this might be obvious for some guys or girls but I just couldn't figure it out for myself. I have a GF she is pretty, slender and have very high confidence in me.

The problem is...

The confidence is only in front of other people. In front of me she is so insecure. She always think that she is not good enough.Fat.Ugly.etc....Sometimes I really got tired with all the whining. Why can't she be confident in front of me as she is in front of everybody else?

She is OBVIOUSLY pretty enough. I have no idea where she get the idea that she is ugly and fat. For God sake!

Tell me????

My bf is Movie Freak

I have this very amazing boyfriend. He is my 1st bf ever, and he used to be a nerd. But now he looks so handsome, and he is very friendly, very ambitious, he knows what he wants, he has his target, goals and all. I can say, this is the man i want as my husband. Its gotta be him.

But 1 thing i really really hate about him. EVERY SINGLE TIME we went out, we MUST, REALLY REALLY have to watch movie. NO MATTER HOW LATE IT IS, even if the movie he wanted to watch is not available, we would watch even cartoon.

Man! I'm a busy person, a seller and a student. I love looking for business opportunity and watching movie is really wasting time (for me). Even if the story is nice, i got something better to do!

I\'ve told him many times that i think its a waste of time and money, but he will make that annoying-sad-face! Grrrr!

Twisted Tangled

I am in a relationship with a wonderful guy. But sometimes having a relationship with a wonderful guy doesn't mean you have a wonderful relationship. I have been dying to share my feeling with my friend but I don't want them to have the wrong impression about me. What is worse than being a wh!#e in the eyes of your friend. So I keep it bottled up.

There is this one guy I used to go out before my current bf. We are like friends with benefits. I stop picking up his calls for 2 years. But one day I had a bad fight with my bf and at the right time he called. So I agreed to go out for supper with him. One thing leads to another. And now I keep seeing him. I can't stop. He is no doubt the best lover I ever had. But I love my bf. I'm twisted, tangled! I don't know what to do now. Imagine one person offer you cash $1mil and on the other hand a lottery ticket that will surely win the same amount.

What will you do if you are me?