My Puppy Love Story

I had this BF way back in form 3. Yea.. puppy love they said. Well it took all the courage I had to actually wrote him a letter but I didn't put my name. It was anonymous. When I think about it now it was kinda funny. 

Well this guy was definitely not cutest but he is smart. 

I asked my friend to pass the letter to him in the morning and he will pass his reply back to my friend in the afternoon. We did this for almost 2 months. Then he tried to find out who I was. Of course it wasn't hard. I sat on few tables in front of him in the class =P. Next day after he found out who I was he actually bought me chocolates and a rose and put it under my desk. I was thrilled. It was my first love and I got it. We were together for few months. After form 3 he had to move to other state due to his parents job. I was devastated. In those days I have no internet connection at home and handphones were meant for adults only. So we communicate through snail mail. 

He sent me letter through my friend's address because whenever his parents saw my name they will throw his letter away. But after few months everything changed. His letters become lesser and lesser. One day I received a letter saying he wanted to break up. He said he was never that into me in the first place. Once more I got devastated. I cried for hours. He said he accepted me previously because he was afraid if he didn't, we couldn't be friends any longer. And he don't want those awkward moment. Since that day onwards I started to hate him. To me if you have another girl just tell. There is no need to find dumbass excuse.

Guess what, now it has been 7 years and he searched for my Facebook account. He didn't add any of our high school friends. Only me.

Though I don't really care but I'm happy to know that he failed in his current relationship. And I'm glad I can rub his face with all my gorgeous pictures in Facebook! 

Serve you right asshole!

Asshole Ex.

I was with this guy for over a year.

He was lying behind my back. As time passed, he started to be very ignorant and he wasn't exactly that good looking before. However, i groomed him up nicely and he's looking sexy as hell now.

And GUESS WHAT?

His confidence built up sky high, and LEFT. Left me heartbroken like a dying puppy in a corner. After all that I've done... FYI , he needed me to spend on him most of the time as well.It's not that i was stupid to like him before.

It's just that, i saw something genuine in him.Well he WAS.

TIMES CHANGE, PEOPLE CHANGE.

How many times have we girls hear that saying?

The thing about men is, when they THINK they have it all, they forget where they came from, and live an AWESOME LIFE, till they come crashing down again.

THEN, they will come begging back.

Well, all I can say when he comes back is,

Screw you, asshole.

You ruined my life once, hell no I'm gonna let you ruin it again for the second time.

I wanted to say f**k so badly, but i was afraid the author of the blog wasn't gonna approve it. Haha.

As the saying goes,

Fool me once, shame on you.

Fool me twice, shame on me!

Anonymous says: LOL, well f**k is much better version =P

Beliefs

For starters, there is this guy, I used to be in a relationship with this guy. I really do love him and he loves me too. We are a couple that people call "the perfect couple". we hangout together, talk about everything and do pretty much everything. Everyone that knows us always say that we are perfect for each other. I almost believed that everything is going to be A-okay.

But, the problem is we have different religion. We both came from a strong belief in our religion, but we never make it a problem for us to enjoy life.

Until when his family starts to find out about our relationship, they strongly were against it until they pushed him into breaking up with me. I was devastated but i stayed strong because of him, he was giving me hope that one day we would be together. I was holding on to this invisible string for quite a while but i am okay with it.

Until! one of his siblings starts to make our relationship public by telling all the people that i was rejected by their family, that i am not good enough for them. I was so mad and embarrassed that i started to be mad at him which made our relationship becomes more cold. And what hurts me the most is that he didn't even fight for me.

This goes to show that we were not the so called "perfect couple"

I'm A Call Girl

I met A in a friend's birthday party not too long ago. Exchanged phone numbers, went out on few dates. We became an item.Everything went well. He was sweet and all. I thought he was into me. Well I can say I am.

Few weeks later I start to smell something fishy. Something was wrong. Every time I suggest that we should go to the cinema he would give excuses by saying he was tired, he got work to finished up, etc.. Instead he invited me to his house. We never do anything and never go anywhere aside from being in his room and went for dinner. Even dinner was somewhere really nearby. I never spend overnight at his home. NEVER!

So I tried to dig up. And at last I found out that he was actually pursuing his friend while seeing me. Im no more than a call girl to him. Then we broke up. I found out that he was never actually into me.